Sometimes darkness can show you the light

Journal#012 

I have sooo many things to tell you. It was soooo much fun and worth spending time with myself. Things are getting clearer and clearer as I go along with the process. All this time, I never thought life was sooo full of wonderful things and things that kept me to enjoy life the way it should be. And now my life is full of hope and adventure. Something to move forward to. Something that fires me up when im down. Something to be thankful about. Something to cherish every single moment and it's worth the living.

The past few years in my life, i've been sooo consume with all the negativity this world has and now I learned how not to intertain them. It's a matter of choice that we do in a daily basis. And I learned that forgiveness has a big factor on healing. I never thought of doing that thinking that it does not make any difference at all until I tried. It all started when I came back running again. It made me think a lot of possible things and it made me realize that I am living a life full of hatred and misery. I was able to identify all of my weaknesses and strength. 

All of those times, I realize i have lived and trapped on the other side. Those questions and realization came out from a clear and sound mind. Just like what Albert Einstein said, "as our circle of knowledge expands, so does the circumference of darkness surrounding it." In other words, in expanding our awareness, we just expose our ignorance. The more we come to know, the more we realise we do not know.

Even when you're in the dark, it's never too late to do the right thing. It's normal that we cannot see things the way it should be but all of us has to realize and learn how to find that light even if it's too small. One thing I learned about darkness is that It helps us to find the light. So you see, sometimes darkness can show you the light.

Highlight of the story:

Im starting to see the beauty and wonder of this world. The life that we should all experience and live. So give yourself a break and try to feel and listen to the inner being inside of you. That small voice most of the time we ignore, that is the voice of the Lord trying to reach out to you. You probably have a different story to tell but know this.. YOU ARE NOT ALONE.